If you look at my blog posts, you will notice that it has
been over four years since my last post. In that four years, I ramped up my
college classes, finishing my degree just after beginning my school year with my
9th class of elementary students. It has been an intense, busy, but
oddly enjoyable long haul, and at first I had worried about integrating back
into “real life” without homework taking up every spare moment. (Honestly, that
hasn’t been as big a deal as I expected.)
It has been so long since I began college, taking classes
online during the summers, and occasionally during the schoolyear as well, that
now it’s done, I feel like I am standing at the threshold of a new beginning. All
these years I have been holding my breath, as it were, waiting to finish
preparing and find what it is that God wants me to do. Now that my schooling is
done, it’s time to stop waiting and start doing all those things I have been
saying I would do “when I’m done with school”. So, in the light of New Beginnings,
I am going to be posting on my blogs again.
Slow Transitions: Not only am I on the threshold of new
beginnings, I am also newly embarked upon my thirtieth year. One aspect of turning
thirty has been an increased awareness that I will at some point have to set up
a home of my own, and I have slowly begun the process of looking through the
things I have accumulated, and seeing what I might still need and what I
already have (and what I might have but not actually want).
A result of this has been a new hobby, which has spurred me
on to learn more about dishes, especially the lovely blue and white Spode
dishes I have begun collecting. (Because, if I have to eventually live by myself, I can at least have pretty
dishes to eat off of!) 😊
In light of this new hobby, I will be beginning a new blog,
which will be primarily about Spode dishes, although I may from time to time
feature other brands of vintage dishes. This new blog is essentially a way to
vent my newfound knowledge and to cast a vision for the appreciation of old-fashioned
things. Come and see! www.thewindinthewillowware.blogspot.com
Now, I’ve never been one to melt into a puddle of emotional goo over
my age, and I’m not about to start now, but turning thirty has made me stop and
evaluate where I’m at and what it is that God wants me to do with my thirty-year-old
self.
That’s where the Long, Straight, Pathway comes in.
All this time I’ve been looking forward to finishing one phase of life so that
I could do what I was “really meant to do”. However, if I take a moment to stop
and look around me, I seem to already be doing exactly what I am “supposed” to do. My path doesn’t have to change
because I reach a milestone, and I don’t have to follow society’s expectations of
what I should be and do. In Christ, I am free to be content with His chosen
pathway for me, even though it does at times seem to stretch out endless and
unchanging far into the distance.
After all, what right
have I to demand to know what’s miles further down the road if I refuse to walk
the stretch right before my feet? So here I am at thirty: walking, trusting,
finding comfort and peace in being exactly where God has chosen for me to be.
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